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Location: Provo, Utah, United States

I'm 42 yrs. old and Im divorced for over a year. I have 3 kids ages 16 yrs., 11yrs., and 6 yrs. 1 boy and 2 girls

Thursday, October 13, 2005

SO VERY SAD

I HAD A VERY SAD AND EMOTIONAL DAY TODAY (THURS.). I DON'T KNOW WHAT SET IT OFF, BUT I FELT VERY DEPRESSED AND LONELY LIKE NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME OR EVEN CARES. I LAID DOWN IN MY BED WITH THE COVERS OVER MY HEAD TRYING TO ESCAPE FROM IT ALL, BUT IT DIDN'T WORK. I HAD NEVER FELT THIS DEPRESSED EVER THAT I CAN REMEMBER AND THAT KINDA WORRIED ME. I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO TELL MY HUSBAND, I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED AND VALUED LIKE I AM SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL. AND BE ACCEPTED FOR WHO I AM NO MATTER HOW HOW FLAWED I AM, AND I AM FLAWED I JUST WISH I CAN CORRECT IT.

I KNOW I MAY NOT MAKE ANY SENSE, BUT THIS WHOLE DAY DIDN'T MAKE ANY SENSE.

2 Comments:

Blogger consise10 said...

I guess most people have days like you describe here and im really sorry you feel so lonely. All I can really offer you is an ear and perhaps a friendly voice to talk to if you need. Hope your current emotional 'despair' passes soon Becky.

{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}

5:11 AM  
Blogger becky said...

Hi Consise...I had never felt so alone and depressed like I did yesterday. Thank you for the hugs, it feels real good knowing that someone really does care and isn't afraid to show it. I too hope this day will be better and more productive... I guess we will see.

7:21 AM  

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