The Apprentice

I watched The Apprentice last night and was very pleased that the woman won... YIPEE! not that I dont have anything against the men, but us women need to stick together. I thought the woman were outstanding in what they did they really put alot of thought and... like they said EMOTION. You got to admit that we can drudge up the emotion and make it work for us (somtimes). And about The Donald becoming a daddy again... I think its great, he look healthy and fit, after all who wouldnt with all his money (oops that wasnt very nice to say). I never thought much of him until his reality show came, and he worked hard to get to where he is (at least thats my opinion). I think you figured out that I have to watch his show every week.

I would never survive being on the show, cause I dont have a real business sense, but I like to watch other people show what they have (in business that is) ; ) .....

Martha Stewart Appretince

I watched the second week of 'Martha Stewart: Apprentince', I was impressed with how she handled everything. I've got to be honest and say I haven't been impressed with her in the past (before her reality show). But since she said that she is going to try to improve her attitude I thought I would give her show a chance.... and she has improved, at least in my opinion, but I know I would never last a day with her but it is fun to watch everyone else 'sweat' around her. I know that's sounds mean but you got to admit it is fun.

p.s. sorry for the bad spelling

SO VERY TIRED

Have you ever had a night that you just couldn't get to sleep? well I had one of those nights. I went to bed at a fairly descent hour (at least for me). But the problem is... I just couldn't relax, my mind kept thinking and wouldn't stop! I haven't done that in a very long time. The thing I hate most is I am so tired the rest of the day and sleep... but luckily I was able to sleep that night.

You may ask why I am talking about sleep.... well it's because I have a hard time doing it and it feels so good knowing I was able to.

Yesterday I had to start counceling again because I just can't be happy about my life and I cried... hard and it really felt good although I'm still in the same boat that I started in, but at least I'm doing something about it.

My youngest daughter has a disability and that takes up alot of my time, cause I'm taking her to therapy and getting her ready for pre-school and such. My other two kids try their best to help but don't always want to, can't say I blame them, after all they aren't the parent. My oldest (who is a 14 yr old boy), does help me but only when he wants to and my middle daughter who is 9 loves to help me (well sorta)... my husband sometimes helps me but it's a little hard at times cause he works swing shift.

Ok, I know I'm talking about random stuff, but I really am very tired.. I haven't really recovered from my lack of sleep a couple of days ago.

Well I guess I will close for now.. maybe I'll post another or just check to see if anyone is remotely interested in what I have to say.

Nothing Special

Please be patient with me as this is my first posting. And I honestly haven't a clue what to enter so I'm just going to write what comes to mind.



Even though I'm a mom, I just don't feel like I have accomplished anything in my life. There are woman my age that have degrees and are able to use them and I haven't even finished my first year of college yet.

Yea, I know... i'm whining like a baby and I hate it but I can't help it. If you only knew what I have to put up with everyday. Have a house that me and my husband own that is in need of repair not to mention it's way too small, I mean my kids don't even have much room to play except for the living room. I even thought of applying for the show Extreme Makeover: Home Edition ( I do have a child with a disabilty), but I don't even own a cam-corder. I know that other people have it alot worse than I do... like the terrible thing that happened to those people in Louisianna and Texas where they lost EVERYTHING... so I shouldn't whine or complain cause I still have my house and my family. For that I am very grateful.